In this video, I share a personal story of where I failed to spot the narcissist and the 5 clues that I missed. This episode is essential for anyone looking to avoid the emotional and financial pitfalls of narcissistic relationships. Learn the top 5 signs and understand why they're often missed, with personal stories and expert advice. Protect yourself from narcissistic relationships and foster healthier connections.
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How fast can you spot a narcissist? If you get it wrong, it can cost you years of emotional abuse, obliterate your self-worth, and leave you with devastating financial issues. I know this, because it’s happened to me—and today I’m going to share a real-life example where I failed to spot 5 major red flags that were obvious within the first hour.
Because here’s the deal, narcissists don’t change. They show up right away. You just have to know what to look for. Today, I'll show you how to quickly identify the narcissist in the room, show you why you'll usually miss them, and the 5 vital clues to look for so you never fall into their trap again.
Can You Spot the Narcissist?
Picture this: You’re at a family holiday gathering, meeting your partner’s relatives for the first time. It’s a mix of excitement and anxiety, and you really want to make a good first impression. You enter the room to find dozens of family members spanning several generations. The question is: which one of them is the narcissist?
Ok, pause. You might already be saying, “Meadow, that’s awfully pessimistic—why would you even imagine that? I don’t want to go around labeling people.” And that’s what I used to believe as well. But that type of thinking—even though it might sound compassionate and virtuous—is a type of willful denial that kept landing me in harmful situations.
Because here’s the truth: you might not want to be on the lookout for the narcissist—but they are absolutely on the lookout for you.
Research shows about 2-6% of the population is diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder, largely because a key criterion for diagnosis is self-recognition of distress and impairment caused by the disorder—a realization most narcissists don't have. But, Dr. Ramani Durvasula, a leading expert on narcissism, says the number of people who exhibit noticeable narcissistic patterns is way higher—more like 15-25%.
So let’s go back to that holiday gathering, because once upon a time, I found myself in this exact scenario—and I completely failed to spot the narcissist—so I want to walk you through my point of view at the time, the clues that I missed, and explain why I missed them.
The Big Mistake: Not Looking For the Narcissist
My first mistake happened in the first 60 seconds: I wasn’t looking for a narcissist. According to the stats, out of a group of 25 people, you can expect 3-5 noticeable narcissistic patterns in the room.
Knowing what I know now, I can see probably 4… but today, I’m going to focus on only one of them because she’s the type of narcissist that’s easiest to spot. And she’s the one who ended up being the most destructive. And this type of narcissist is everywhere.
So let me set the stage, because it’s easy to go through a checklist and to see the narcissist in hindsight. Instead, I want to show the scene through my perspective at the time… so you can put yourself in my shoes. And I want to see if you can spot where I went wrong and the 5 clues I missed.
As I stepped into the room, my attention was immediately drawn to a group led by a particularly charismatic woman—the 'popular' group, reminiscent of a high school clique.
So here’s a tip: In new social settings, observe group dynamics. Are interactions inclusive or centered around one person? This can reveal a lot about the individuals involved.
I was drawn to the group, hoping for acceptance. What I totally missed was where and how the attention was focused. This was not a group of women who were equally sharing the conversation. There was one woman talking and all eyes were on her.
Clue #1: Social Imbalance
This imbalance was my first missed clue. The group's dynamic, with one person in the spotlight, can be an indication of narcissistic behavior.
And one more red flag to watch for: a group's dynamic can often mirror the traits of its most influential member. If that person exhibits narcissistic tendencies, the group's behavior will reflect that.
It was easy to slide into this group, because I only had to be part of the audience. The woman at the center of the group was charming, she was funny, she was entertaining. So we all kept listening.
Something to remember: Notice how people engage in conversation. Is there a balance, or does one person dominate? Narcissists often seek the spotlight, and stop others from speaking.
This is where I missed another crucial clue. I didn’t notice that something was off. I was focused on the woman’s entertaining stories rather than noticing that she was dominating the conversation. I was relieved to passively be in her audience rather than recognizing the red flag. I was so focused on fitting in, I overlooked the imbalance of power.
The key point to remember: In group interactions, observe if the conversation is balanced. Is everyone participating, or is one person monopolizing the stage? This could be a sign of narcissism.
The Clique Leader
Despite being the new person in the room, she barely acknowledged me. I initially brushed this off, I didn’t feel like it was my place to try to insist that I have the right to be acknowledged. At this point, I was just happy to be a member of the audience.
And then when she finally did notice me, and it felt good. Like something special had happened—and that maybe she wanted to get to know me. But as quickly as the acknowledgement happened, it was over. Here's where I slipped: I confused her fleeting attention for genuine interest.
It's easy to miss this when you’re feeling insecure. She wasn't just ignoring me; she dominated the conversation, cutting off anyone who tried to speak up. When anyone else tried to speak at all, she just talked over them—extending her arms out in front of them, to silence them with her body language. She spoke faster, louder, becoming even more animated, demanding even more attention. She leaned in front of the woman who tried to speak, physically dominating and taking control of the space.
This is a classic red flag: a narcissist often needs to be the center of attention and can be dismissive or even rude to others.
Here’s what I didn’t see: I didn't see her constant need for admiration, her self-centered storytelling, or her subtle put-downs. I wasn’t taking note how often she talked over others, because I was enthralled with her stories. I didn’t see that she required you to sit quietly and admire her, because I wasn’t about to insert myself into the conversation. Instead of checking for a balance of power, I was happy to abdicate my power to her.
I didn’t notice how often she was fishing for compliments, because we were all more than willing to hand them over.
Insecurity: The Narcissist’s Way In
So, why didn’t I see these clues? When you’re coming from a disempowered or insecure place, like I was—you'll miss these crucial clues.
My tendency was to be overly open and overly agreeable, especially when meeting new people. In the moment, I made mental excuses for not being acknowledged—instead of seeing it as rude and problematic, I minimized and justified her behavior.
And instead of seeing my overly-thrilled response to finally being spoken to as a symptom of my personal struggle with self-worth, I saw her attention as a validation of my worth. Her tiny crumb of acknowledgement made me feel seen, giving me a little hit of importance, a fleeting moment of “she likes me!”
So what were the other clues that I missed?
Clue #2: Excessively Charming
She was charming. Charm is a red flag because there’s always an element of con behind someone who’s charming. This is the quickest clue to spot with this type of narcissist. If you’re at a party, and someone is slick, charming, or charismatic, this is when you run. These types of people can be exceptionally engaging and likable in first meetings, using their charm and charisma to manipulate and draw people in. And I have fallen for that way too many times.
Clue #3: A Noticeable Need for Control and Dominance
She showed an excessive need for control and dominance—in the way she spoke over others and demanded control of her small audience. Even in the way that she ignored me and pretended I wasn’t there, then offering only a little attention, before disregarding me again. I instinctively felt this, but didn’t recognize what it was. Instead, I focused on needing her approval to be accepted into the family. But, I didn’t recognize that she was the grand narcissist in the middle of the family dysfunction—exerting her need for dominance over everyone. And I, like a moth to the flame, was drawn right to her.
Clue #4: Constantly Seeking Admiration and Validation
She had an excessive need for admiration and validation—which showed up in fishing for compliments and making a big display of her hardships and her accomplishments. I missed this because I genuinely thought she deserved admiration and validation. I was also caught up in my own internal drama of wanting to be validated and included, and missed several obvious clues.
Clue #5: A Lack of Empathy
She lacked empathy. This is historically where I’ve made my biggest mistakes because I tend to project empathy where there is none. I can’t imagine a woman who wants to ignore a new family member. I can’t imagine a woman who wants to dismiss someone who’s being friendly. Because I am genuinely empathetic, I always just imagined that the people around were also empathetic. But the truth is, I’d never treat someone the way she treated me.
So to recap…
The 5 clues to spot the narcissist:
Social Imbalance/Hierarchy
Excessively charming
A NOTICEABLE Need for Control and Dominance
Constantly Seeking Admiration and Validation
A lack of empathy
So even though this is about spotting the narcissist early, it wasn’t until I actually recovered from the narcissistic abuse from my past, that I could finally start spotting the narcissist quicker. When you’re still trapped in a narcissistic relationship, or you’re trying to recover from the devastating harm they’ve caused, you first need to heal.
Next, I’ll the 3-step method that I’ve used to help thousands of people take back their lives, find their voice, and build self-worth so that they not only protect themselves from narcissists but actively repel them. And the greatest part about this tool is that you already use it, you just need to apply it in a different way—3 Steps to Quickly Heal from Narcissistic Abuse